Diversion

Woo.  -_-  I think I've replaced 'drug' addiction with mass restricting again.

I'm actually starting to be afraid to drink water again.  This happened two years ago.  I know fluids are the best thing for me.  I'm torn between my rational mind, and my wants.

So diversion starts soon. What happens when that's over!?  Will I lose all control again, start smoking weed again, and gain, gain, gain!??  This does not seem like an option to me at all.

STAY STRONG!!!!